I'm here just sitting, realizing that this so called beast, is actually intimidating for one reason: is so demanding. Beyond violent or petrifying is actually fighting me for it's right to exist. There are many reasons why one needs to display feelings and emotions. In my case is just to get my right to live in peace.
Let me explain, to have the ability to imagine lives, worlds, details, experiences, places, styles, jobs and so forth; and that they have the peculiarity to burst into my head at one moment and at the other be gone or keep growing, all at the same time, is something really sweet, isn't it? Of course not!!! So this untameable beast, becomes an ally to help me let all these characters live and exist. Every time it strikes, it leaves me worn and hurt yet... relieved. I can't say what will happen next, I certainly don't control it. For sure it won't stop, unless, everything else stops for me.
